Highlights

I'm finally taking some time to write sometthing on my blog, which has been very much neglected these past months. There were so many things that I wanted to write about, but I could never find the time.

The past several weeks have been pretty much a whirlwind --  another rollercoaster ride (yeah, I'm getting quite fond of using rollercoasters as metaphors), one that is fast, scary, and exhilirating at the same time. I've learned and am learning so many things. For once, a string of positive things have been coming my way.

Here's my attempt at giving you a rundown of these things, that - if i had more time -- would've merited their own blog posts.

Shamanic Sitting

I think it all started with this. I went for a shamanic sitting online over a month or so ago. Again, I did it mostly for curiosity. I've never heard about such before my friend (the shaman) told me about it. A shamanic sitting is really for healing the soul. The shaman went into a trance while playing the drums. I, on the other hand, listened to the drums while meditating.I originally thought the drums might sound creepy (thinking of tribal drum playing from Lord of the Flies or some movie like that), but it was actually very calming.

After the shaman came back from the trance, she told me about the "movie of my life" that she watched. She told me how she retrieved parts of my soul that I've lost and how my spirit was cleansed and reborn. She also said my power animal was a big silver she-wolf.

I honestly didn't think anything would come out of this. I did it just for the experience, and it was a good and interesting one.

Well, fast  forward to some weeks later, and I realized how much better, lighter, and happier I felt. I seem to be more positive about things, much more enthusiastic about what I have, and much more confident of myself. So I guess  my spirit is indeed getting healed in one way or another.

Own Venture

I'm trying my hand at my own business -- not your typical or conventional type of business, but a business nonetheless. This has kept me quite busy and very excited. It finally lets me see the other side of things, and this is like something I can count on in the long-term. I'm not even in a hurry for it to take off. I'm just glad that I've already sown the seeds.

Soul Mates

I really feel so lucky to have met Mickey Mouse. He's been teaching me and mentoring me on the new venture a lot, and why he does it for free still boggles me. Everything, is, of course, very much appreciated :)

Mystic Lady said that he and I knew each other from a past life (1900s in Europe...how interesting!). Well, I didn't find that too surprising. It just made me realize and understand why I felt comfortable with Mickey Mouse from day 1 and why it felt like I've already known him for some time. By the way, before any of you go off thinking other things, Mickey Mouse and I have a working relationship. By definition, a soul mate is someone you've known in a past life and doesn't necessarily have a romantic connotation.

When I told Mickey Mouse about this, he alo seemed in agreement. He said that it must be the reason he's trusted me since the start. Mickey Mouse and I also share a lot in common and we can seem to talk for hours, so I guess there's some truth to the soul mate thing. Well, it's just nice to have met a soul mate in this lifetime -- a real treat for my curious mind :)

STC Event 3

We recently held the third event (2nd for this year and 3rd all in all). I consider this a major accomplishment since a year ago, we were nothing. A year ago, I have given up and lost all interest. Now, I'm just so happy that we seem to be steadily moving forward -- small, baby steps, but sure ones. I also am very happy, grateful, and excited to be working with people who share my passion and enthusiasm for ourr cause. It's a delightful surprise how willing they are to share in the work and how excellently they do their parts. Things can only get better...as long as the negative spirits stay away :P

Going with the Flow

Going with the flow never felt so good. I finally learned how to do it and how to be comfortable with it. I'm loving myself so much that I can't care less how the things that I can't control turn out. It still baffles me how I hold steadfast to my beliefs and how they still feel right -- even more so now than before -- but I'm now less attached to them.

I'm really excited to see what the future holds. It seems my perspective on things have made a 360 turn. I can just feel the positive energies in my veins -- almost literally! I know my cynical self is still lurking somewhere, but for now that self is taking a backseat. Now, I just feel assured that the future will be better than great :)